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Does anyone ANYONE who READS these things want to write with me? I am willing to do it here, on Skype, on tumblr, and even on my cell phone. Please please PLEASE just respond and write with me... ._. TT_TT
Changes
Wowza. I just went back and read all of my journals from my start on DA until now, and let me tell you; I am so embarrassed of the child I was when I posted most of them. But I'm glad I did, in a way, because how much I've grown up and matured is evident to me now.
I've changed so much since I started this account. My writing and art have matured with me.
So I guess I should list off some of those major changes.
-I've got my manic depression to a manageable stage.
-I'm going to finally attempt college as I finally know what I want to do.
-I've met the man I truly wish to spend the rest of my life with, but I've matured enough to accept the f
So Life Happens
That's about it. I know nobody reads these anyways. But since I feel the need to vent and tell at least the internet what's wrong, here's the long and short of it.
-I am really, really sick. Everything I thought it could be was wrong. Now I have to go and get my insides looked at.
-I was kicked out of my house in January, and the family I am currently staying with is moving in ten-ish days.
-The apartment I was going to move into is no longer leasing.
-My relationship has become so distant that I am basically single.
-I am struggling with the need for companionship and the want for freedom.
-My novel is progressing way too slowly.
Secret Project~
Hello everybody!! Its been over a year since the last time I wrote to you angel faces who for some reason I like to pretend actually read my journals!!!
So; I graduated highschool this year and just so happen to starting college in about two weeks. A friend and I, after a lot of time talking and planning, are coming into the production stages of a new project. I can't afford to share many details other than these:
-Its going to be a one of a kind roleplaying/storytelling experience.
-A huge popculture phenomenon is being rewritten.
-The entire project is going to be massive and beautiful and amazing.
That is all I can share for now ;)
A
Poison.
He see's me, and he told me exactly what he saw. He saw me, and I am utterly terrified. Where do I go from here? I will never be able to meet his eye. Never. He'll see exactly how I think I feel, and he'll break me. I am already to shaken up, one more crack and that might be the end. He has already seen, and with each sentence he learns more and understands me.
What is happening to me? Is he just that good or am I actually letting someone in?
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